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♥ vain brain ♥
anything goes ♥
AAAAAAHHHHHHmy brain is on a thought overload. how do i pour? where do i start? 
Saturday, March 15, 2008 the smooth ride Yesterday, I commuted and found the mother of a past love riding the same jeep. She asked me if I am Brenda and I said yes and smiled. We had a good conversation about his son and school. She even paid for my fare. Then she bid goodbye before she left. It felt so light because I believed she doesn't like me before(which was more than 4 years ago). I just hope she did not notice my long nails and frosty polish.
Friday, March 07, 2008 friendster 101 Right now, I'm having second thoughts on who my REAL friends are. Thank God, I know a few. (And they know who they are) The rest---I don't want to even think about them. I guess they're just here for the laughs and all the good times. But I want friends with whom I can be with in deep shit. Friends who accept me for who I am and what I do. Friends who are willing to stay with me in times of darkness. Friends who won't leave just because they heard this and that without even confronting me about it. Friends who won't judge and think of me this and that way just because. Friends who will fight for me even if I am a war freak myself. Friends who will join or support me in everything I want to do. Friends who wish me all the best. I need and want friends who are not guilty of the opposite of what I have mentioned above. I typed all these randomly so you know that this came out sincerely. And honestly, I am now more than willing to lose all these fake and shallow friendships. I realized I don't need them and that they are just a waste of effort and emotions. I have also realized that I deserve more than just that, that I can be truly happy alone with my few true friends, and that I am too loving and real for these fakers to deserve me. Now, ask yourself, "Am I a real friend or I could've been better off as an acquaintance?"
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