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♥ vain brain ♥
anything goes ♥
good awakenings It is but hard to have lots and loads of thoughts and emotions to share but since I don't know where to start, I end up with immense space and silence. Booohooo. ... I'll try on the most significant ones. ... Just this morning, I realized that...
There.
Okay, so on a less serious note... I am expecting my vanity goods to arrive on Wednesday. Thanks to my loving mother who will shoulder everything. The price, deposit charge, shipping... This only happens once in a blue moon because I used to pay for my vain frills before. God, I love her even if her mouth is an armalite. I shopped yesterday with my cousin, Abbitch. She's a useless shopping companion because she always say "maganda.bilhin mo na." so I always buy. Boobing is a more effective shopping companion because he/she tells me if it's beautiful or ugly. He/she will even ask me if I need/want it and the most important thing of all, gay will ask me if I could/would ever use it. What a great help for an impulsive shopper like me. I almost bought a sweater/jacket/whateverthellyoucallit in Tribal. National Bookstore has 65% off on their books! Fuckfuckfuck. Temptation. But I won't buy because I have many books here which I haven't even read. Sorry Paulo Coelho, I promise I'll read your other works after The Alchemist which I am not yet over with. I still don't like CAT even if we won second place on the whatever competition that is. I will surely love it if they will give us guns(the big ones, please) and let us shoot each other!!! And I want bombs, grenades and a panzer tank. Happy new year!!! My monthly visitor arrived just awhile ago. What an annoying surprise.
Warning to everyone : Beware of irritability, harsh words and long nails.
Note : The 1st part of this entry was written and then save to drafts last August 25. Hence, the title date. The 2nd part of the post was written and the whole entry was published both on September 2 .
Sunday, August 19, 2007 SAN KA PA!  Condoms katabi Lollipops. At CHUPA CHUPS PA YUN HA!Kabog! Brenda : Miss, bakit ang condoms nyo katabi lollipops? Star Mart SA : Ma'am kasi bagay! Hahaha! Brenda : Ganon? Ang landi nyo ha!
Saturday, August 18, 2007 an affair to remember It was wrong from the very beginning And though we knew it was, we still gave it a shot. There were exchanges of i love you's, long stares, and sweet gestures from time to time. There were even long hours on the phone. They were sweet and precious moments although they were bitterly stolen. And on the other side of the coin stand our two other lovers. So we made an escape, blazed our very own trail, and went on with only this vague love to sustain us. But how far could we go? Until when could we survive? Until we finally saw the light. And knew it's time to put this battle down. We can no longer move forward. There's no direction. End of the road. We went home to where our hearts are. And realized where we truly belong. We had made such a huge gamble. And maybe, we lost on this one. But the friendship's the consolation prize. We might not have those sweet times anymore. But we could have good ones aplenty. Parting was definitely the worst repercussion. But through friendship, the best moments and memories are yet to come. Once, i loved you and I guess I always will.
Monday, August 13, 2007 divert! I am going through a lot right now. It feels like I've been backstabbed by the person I trusted the most. I know I have a lot of reasons not to feel this way but this one is different. I can say I'm depressed right now and to feel happy, I am currently overdosing on Hershey's chocolate syrup. No water or anything. Pure syrup. Now, I have discovered a better alternative to beer. Besides, I don't like the bloated feeling and of course, the bulges. I want a flat tummy because I'm getting my navel pierced. HEHEHE. I'm also listening to my favorite reggae songs to feel errrr, gay. Oh, by the way, Papa's arriving in an hour or two. Biglaan. I can't wait to have my hands on my new ipod. Now, this is another reason to be happy! I'm thinking of having it gmasked but I'm kind of broke right now and I'm saving up for a tokidoki bag. I'm materialistic, as how my ex-boyfriend once put it. Oh well, I guess he's right. He's always right. Yeah, and I'm always wrong. I'm the relationship wrecker and I'm one hell of a bitch so I guess he's better off with a less bitchy version. Hahaha, I'll shut up before this leads to a rant post. Bye!
Friday, August 10, 2007 PT = Putanginang Test Hahaha. Sorry for the title. :P So, my periodic exams are over. And I did not even bother to study. I only scanned my notes a few minutes before the exam. Hehehe. Katamad kasi mag-aral. Tapos binasta ko pa lahat. I am so not in the mood for these things. The day before the exam pa nga eh nasa Coffee Plus ako at gabi na ako umuwi kahit 3:30 pa lang eh dismissed na kami. Haaayyy, and I know I messed up my Physics and Math exams and I am so certain I would fail. Really. I don't want to know my scores tomorrow. That would be really embarassing! Nga pala, i remembered na Bernie texted me and said na yung papers namin sa Math sya ang magchecheck. Tita nya kasi teacher namin. So kahit hindi ako unli that time, nagreply ako. " Paki-pasa naman ako ha. Hahaha" There. lakwatsa Gumala kami kahapon ni Airish. We're supposed to watch the initiation rites sa may Lyceum but wala yung dapat makakasama namin so hindi natuloy. Then nagyaya ako sa San Mig Station. Eh bobah ako, nakalimutan ko pagabi nga pala yun nagbubukas. So we went to SM nalang. We had lunch then I shopped. I only have P200 with me that time kasi nakalimutan kong humingi sa mudra. Pero the wonder atm is there to save the day. Mega-swipe lang ako ng swipe. Hahaha. Bad news : Wala ng The Body Shop. No more shower gels. Good news : May Zen Zest na. Ang bango ng Martini. Then we went naman sa Star Mart. So nakatambayan namin si Abby, my cousin, and her former classmate, Pacia. Ang sarap talaga ng Iced Choco don. Potah. Naalala ko tuloy nung Tuesday, brownout sa Bauan so niyaya ko si Airish sa Star Mart. Dapat nag-aaral ako kasi PT nga namin ng Wednesday. Eh tamad eh. Di yon. Nag-iced milo kami. Ulang ulan. Tapos tinatawanan daw kami nung mga pokpok sa labas kasi nga lamig na sa loob dahil ng aircon tapos umuulan pa eh nag-iced milo pa kami. Hahaha. Bobita Peron! Tapos may nakita akong naka-display na poster na Pandesal stuffed with Corned Beef chorvah na yun. Eh parang bet ko itry. Kaya sabi ko.. Brenda: Miss, how much yon? SM girl: Ayyy, wala pa po kame nyan. Brenda: Ay bakit dinidisplay eh wala naman pala!!!! Airish and Abby: Hahaha! Tapos kahapon, meron na. Tnry ko. Di masarap for me. Kaya si Airish nalang kumain. Ayyy naalala ko...Kahapon, na kina Abby kami. Nagchecheck ng friendster. Eh binuksan ko pouch ni Airish kasi andon fone ko. Iniwan kong bukas kasi chinecheck ko lang naman nga ang fone ko. Sabay hirit ba naman ng little sister ni Abby ng.. "Ayyyyy, may marlboro sa bag!" Airish: Sabi nang wag basta magbubukas. Brenda: Eh nawala sa isip ko! Airish: Yihhhhhhhh. Brenda: Eh lalaki nga nawawala sa isip ko, yan pa! Hahaha. Yun. Tapos tumambay kami sa kanila. Tapos nanood kami ng basketball. Tapos inaasar ako ng mga kabarkada ni Joanz kesyo yung Maji na daw bago nya. Brenda: OK LANG, parinig ko. Barkada: Whooo, Ok lang daw. Brenda: Wala akong pakialam, may reserba naman. Airish: Yun, taray. Nung makalayo-layo na... Brenda: Sino yung putanginang Maji yon?! Airish: Hahaha, Kala ko ga. Tapos punta namin kami Mcdo. Kain ulit. Yun lang ginawa namin buong araw, lumakad at kumain. Tapos umuwi na ako. Tapos tapos na.
Sunday, August 05, 2007 wala. My mom bought a laptop for herself. I'm jealous! Pero Papa bought me a new ipod. Yet to be shipped here. I'm happy. Pero OK lang naman kahit walang bago eh, may nano naman dito. Sayang lang ang money, pero if he wants to be sweet to me, then it's ok. :) Pero kasi cash talaga kelangan ko. Im getting broke. Really. Ang hirap ng walang boyfriend. Hahaha, JOKE.
Wednesday, August 01, 2007 i will bitch. Hoy Jimbo/Boams/Kahit ano pang pangalan mong tarantado ka, kapal naman talaga ng mukha mong gamitin pati tong pc dito sa bahay. Leche ka, nakikikabit ka na nga ng internet, hindi ka pa makuntento. Asa ka na eh. Tangama ka. O wag ka na tatanggi kasi naka-login yung friendster mo dito, ulol. Kadiri kang hayop ka. Mamatay ka na. Sa susunod sabi, gagalingan mo naman. Lagi nalang kitang nabibisto. O wag ka na aangal, labas ko baho mo eh. Ano? Nasabi ko na sayo lahat ng kasamaan kaya alam ko sanay ka na. Pero ito talaga paborito ko... Mamatay ka na. ... Ok, ignore that one. I am just super mad right now. That person is a fucking loser and parasite. I've hated him since God knows how long. He is mother's brother by the way. Pweh, this family could have been perfect without him. He's an embarassment. I never even considered him as a family member. And in my mind, he was dead and certain organisms had long feasted on his rotten body, oh wait, as if those organisms would even bother. Duh, they have taste. Hahaha. Ahh, whatever. My life would be completely happy seeing him die a slow and painful death. You know how I want to torture him and stab him to death!!! Wow, that would be really exciting.
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