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♥ vain brain ♥
anything goes ♥
just turned 17!...last 09-23! It's for real - just one more year and i'm legal! I could vote and go to jail! How cool is that? HAHA! Some pictures - school, caira's dorm, tapsi, bed space greenbelt ;-) TYSM to those who sent their greetings! Yknow who you are! Sensible posts coming soon... 
Sunday, July 20, 2008 an excuse and some short stories Hey guys! I know I have been MIA for more than a month(like 6 weeks, i think?) because the last days of vacation were very much savored through bed-bumming and endless net surfing which seem like the best things in life ever AND since school has started, I have been busy with trying to push into my mind the idea that school is back and comfort days are going to fade away. OA ba? But seriously, on my 1st week in school, I feel like I'm floating and not existing because the idea of being back to school hasn't sunk in yet. Good thing, my mom accompanied me in my first week. With her, I was able to survive. Hahaha! The 1st three weeks, I wasn't alone in going home to Batangas and going back to reality because Mom used to ferry me(What words!) But the succeeding weeks, I was ALOOONE in going home and going back. Jesus, I'm a big girl now!!! That's a huge deal already because I don't know a thing about commuting in the metro(actually I just ride a cab and van and that's it hehe) College life is indeed a lot of fun. I haven't experienced the dark part of it, so far. Thank you God. It's like highschool, only better. But bad also in the sense that we are only entitled to 11 absences or we fail. SIGH! hahaha. Tomorrow, before I leave, I will demand a raise because even if my mom is complaining about my allowance, I really find it hard to spend it wisely because when you've got lots of delish foods and restos around, plus a mall 5 mins away, you are bound to get short. Normally, by Thursday, I have no more money left and it's the day I turn to the ATM machine. Bless me God and decrease my appetite. Seriously. Ok, Anyway, let me share some pictures with my new-found friends. :)  outside 417  @ sicillian  caira, regine, brenda  before the Walk Alwin, Caira, Zeinith, Me, Regine, Ian, Liezel, Mellisa and Yza  Caira and her Conscience  Brenda & Matt at the field  Api, Mhyco and Me before the mass  Me and Ian These photos are from the Thomasian Welcome Walk. More are in my multiply and friendster account. Right now, I can honestly say that I am welcome and at home in UST.  "for special effects"  "blowing" and "horny" before the walk! Let's go YELLOW!
Thursday, May 29, 2008 kabog! "Tama ang kanta.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008 a tension attention I never thought I will be getting visitors outside RP. I know you just accidentally got here and you probably have no plans of returning because this blog is pretty loser in its own right but thank you! The man from Croatia is my first ever international visitor. He never came back though. Hahaha! But seriously, every country and dot I see in my feedjit widgets make me so happy. I feel like this blog really exists and even if only few people comments on my posts, I know someone at least checks this. I'm happy with that. Thank you!!! And to folks here in RP but outside my city, thank you also! You cheer me up with your visits. I am mababaw that way. Teehee! And before I miss this one,I would like to tell sana that the posts I 'deleted'(which I actually just saved as drafts so they won't show) before as part of my starting over plan were back. I realized my new posts are still the same old crappy and self-centered shit they used to be so I brought them back. And I published some posts(stories) which were not yet finished(more pa sana) and therefore saved as drafts and then later on forgotten. There is also this open letter to a special someone which I wrote with all my heart that I published after months of being kept and burried. Going through my posts made me remember some moments of my life which I forgot already. I am happy that painful issues were settled and it's all good. Btw, Use the archive to navigate(case you'd like to check the resurrected posts). O siya, maki-chika na. Go! crush confessions series I discovered the world of 'crushing' when I was 3. Thanks to my flirtacious aunt, Gizelle, who always tease me with guys she thinks are cute. So you can just imagine how LOOOOOONG the list had become after 13 years. Worry no more because I will supplement your curiosity with their names and pictures. I will state why the lucky folks are on my list and I will as well rate them with yellow stars. Weeee, this is soooo eggziting! Hahaha! In the meantime, I will leave you with one line that suits this project perfectly... To each his own.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008 OL world is XS As I was browsing through a certain multiply shop, I saw these really cute racerbacks but they are freaking sold out so I thought of searching. I typed 'racerbacks' in the multiply search field and lo and behold.....this is the topmost result!  kind of blurry so I hope your vision ain't blurry as wellBut seriously, I don't really mean to drag him into this crazy blog because it's been 4 years and we both have our own lives now. I respect him. I know he is on the pursuit of his own happiness and I'm wishing him all the best. He deserves to be free from all shit most specially those that involves me so I would like to clarify that I'm not trying to get his attention hence the space in this blog. I just thought of sharing what I found simply because I am mangyan that way.
Thursday, May 08, 2008 the world must shut up I am honestly sick and tired of arguing. I know I can compete in a word war but something holds me back from putting more fuel to the fire just to prove that I am not alone to blame or merely just for the heck of it. I guess I have outgrew those immature acts of ranting. And with this comes the realization that unleashing my inner beast to face another beast is not the right way to smooth things out. It will just get worse, stressful, and violent. That's not what I need and want. Because to tell you frankly, I just need and want silence and if I had to get on my knees and beg for it, I will...just so the world can free me from negative vibes enveloping me. It gets so insane trying to stabilize my inner peace by ignoring the rest of the world. So I just sincerely wish that I will one day get my share of peace and happiness without giving up love. And I hope for respect from people. I love sharing my life but I reserve the right to keep some things to myself. It isn't a total open book. I now have my borders to keep me from abuse which I have gone through before. I have learned. I have brains which I intend to use. And I hope they wish to do so too. Besides, I don't think it is that hard to get a life and give me space like if they have been bugging me about something I really don't want to talk about, they will shut up, understand, and take it neutrally. No more speculations to be made and added. And if I act non-existent in the course of a fight or argument, I hope they will at least pause for a while, think, and come to realize that they should stop attacking me with their irrational bullets because my hands are up...with a white flag.
Wednesday, May 07, 2008 a surprise for mom I said on my last post that my brother and I were joining my mom for her fave band's gig but it turned out that mom is in MNL for something. So apparently, the plan was a flop. BUT 4 days later, at the day of my enrollment, we went to SM San Lazaro(which was the nearest) to have lunch. Mom went to Mr. Quickie 'cause she was dying to have her old dkny bag fixed. Tita Arlene and I left her and went upstairs. I saw the flats I've been dying to have since March and it was on sale. Gee, it was my lucky day. I bought it right away! I got kinda tempted to buy another pair in brown but successfully get hold of my impulsive self because there are more stores outside. Hahaha. We were roaming and checking out stores when Mom called and said she's having lunch na. We went downstairs and ordered our own food. While we were waiting for our order, she said she'll go to the supermarket(she has an addiction in doing grocery. she does this in any mall she goes to!) We let her go since she's through eating and we wouldn't want her to wait for us. We finished our meal in shortly 10 minutes so we thought she's not done inspecting shelves yet so we went upstairs and shopped. After Tomato, we walked and passed by a gift shop. I thought of entering since there are lots of cute items there. I got some keychains, toy rats and poo(hahaha i know it's yucky) then I checked the stuff toys because I want to pinch something soft. Hahaha. And I saw this meek-looking puppy with a red ribbon. Ting! Bulb on top of head! And I remembered I don't have a gift for Mom. So I got it and gave it to the SA for her to put on a red paper bag, which is my choice of color. I checked my phone and saw a number of missed calls and messages. Mom was done and she was dying to go. We used the ladder to go down and avoided her so she won't see my surprise. I even wrote a greeting while walking which is why my handwriting is worse than the usual bad. Hahaha. We headed directly to the parking lot and told her to follow us there. I placed the paper bag on top of the compartment and we hid in front of someone's car. She took so long so I told Tita Arlene to stop hiding but she said we just have to wait. So, Ok, we waited for her to pass through the exit before we hid again. We were laughing because we don't want to get caught before Mom realizes the surprise. When she got there, she was looking for us and looking at the bag strangely. She thought it was someone's else. We showed up and I said it was my gift to her. She was happy and even said that my brother will be jealous because he doesn't have a gift. I was shy because I'm not really showy to her. But anyway, it was a success. And though the gift cost me a significant amount of money considering it's vacation and money is steep, looking at her reaction and making her feel special gave me the high more than buying a new pair of shoes can. It was priceless. His name is Dinnoe. You'll see the pup in my mom's car. But yesterday, Mom and I are about to go to SM for dinner. When she got off her car to ask my brother if he will come with us, I stole the moment and put him on my lap because I want him to meet his original mom, and that's me! hehehe  "Mama I'm hungry. I want milk"  The bum puppy loves to relax like this.Like the sender.
And also the receiver! Hehehe So as they always say, "Whatever the celebration, It's more beautiful with a red ribbon."♥
Friday, April 18, 2008 it's my MA's bday!  I have been trying to push myself to make an update but I always fail. And now, dizzizzit! I'm opening my blogger account again for a short greeting! So let's get it straight - - - Happy Birthday Mama! You weren't here anymore when I woke up and I'm quite shy to greet you through sms (and what more personally) so I'm taking it to this blog. Shame on me because I don't even have a simple token. But Bernn suggested yesterday that we join you in watching your favorite band tonight. It's our gift for you daw. Sweet? We love you eh. ♥
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